From time to time Robert sends me other thoughts that have made their way inside him through downloads or dreams. This time he has downloaded in the dream, the other dream, not this illusion we live outwardly when not asleep. There is such paradox in it all as we think of this outward life as reality and the other – dream state – as only an illusion. But that dream space is as real as we imagine this to be and who could challenge the validity of their dreams when so much of what is manifested in them is so true to form and but another lesson on the path of experience. So it is and this is what I present to you now. These downloads are of significance in this turmoil around us. We are afraid of the consequences of our actions, but it is only through these actions that the transformation can take place. Conscious Evolution is depending on it.

[A note to the reader: The post below is an edited version of the original unedited piece uploaded earlier.]

Downloads during waking up (10-19-11):

I asked my ‘angels’ to help me remember what was important from my dreams. I didn’t suspect they would respond so quickly. I started to doze off again and suddenly my head was filling with the following messages (streaming!). I was forced to sit up and grab the note pad beside my bed many times as I was trying to go back to sleep. Here’s what came through:

There is so much energy coming into our planet and our lives right now that it’s forcing us to be unbalanced. It’s like we’re electrons shifting our orbits upward to a new ring… the proverbial quantum leap. (Let’s hope it’s not down to a lower ring.)

I’m told we are temporarily experiencing increased discomfort and ‘pain’—in order to ‘gain’ the new level of awareness, the new orbit of our electronic energy. As a result of this process and influx of energy from the galactic center, we are experiencing periods of personal and cultural insanity, deep and widespread disturbances, financial distress, even bodily pain and malfunction. In a chuckling tone, they said we don’t have to seek this out; it will come to us quite naturally.

The bottom line is that we must match our own energy/frequency to the incoming Cosmos. This, both individually and collectively.

In the process of awakening, we listen to teachers who tell us about what the ‘new consciousness’ is like. What they tell us is often accurate, but what we do with their information is layer over ourselves an image of what they’re saying, what ‘awakening’ is. It is a dream on top of a dream. It actually does the reverse of waking us up—at first. It frustrates us because we cannot wake up from the dream. And now we have another dream (layer) within the dream to try wake up from as well. So we need to wake up twice. There is magic in this frustration, however, that propels us to ‘re-double’ our efforts. Actually, effort is not what we need. We need to re-double our non-effort—whatever that means.

Now, this gets a little complicated: As we listen to people like Eckhart Tolle, they put ideas (thoughts) into our minds about awakening. We then compare ourselves to those ideas and we feel frustrated; we can’t help ourselves as long as we’re not awake. This frustration takes us away from awakening. We feel even more trapped in ego. Thoughts about awakening are NOT awakening!

Our frustration leads to more pain and insanity (temporary), grit and grain—friction. Finally, I’m told, it leads to ‘gain’—breakthrough out of the dream. A slingshot effect, if you will.

Eckhart’s (and others’) words have stretched us backwards upon ourselves and our personal dream, back to the ‘wall of the little self’. Slam! Suddenly, we find ourselves being propelled (bounced) in the other direction, with a force that wasn’t there before in the ordinary dream of form. This force comes from within the insanity, stimulated by the Cosmos itself, welling up from within us. Now that IS awakening!

So what is the problem?

We are! We are our only problem.
Solve yourself and you solve it all.
[Translator’s note: I’m more and more convinced these days that we have misnamed our species, or named ourselves prematurely. We are not yet homo sapiens (meaning ‘wise man’), we are homo ignoramus! We are still waiting to evolve into ‘sapiens’.]

About the True Self: It is nothing like the ‘little-self’ thoughtform we know. It is a mirror-opposite of that. While the little self is limited, the Grand Self is limitless; the little self is separated, while the Big Self is at one with all consciousness; little self is fear-based, defensive. One Self is free and at peace, without ‘fences’. It is everything the self is not.

The True Self is not an idea. It is the opposite of all ideas. It is the essence of formlessness and power. Think of what power really is. It is energy. Energy, we all know, even from ‘materialistic’ physics, has no form.

Question: How can I conceive of something that is not me (little self) yet IS me (True Self)? The mind cannot conceive of Oneness. But it does not have to. Our other awareness can handle it. The time of mentally ‘conceiving’, i.e. conception, is over. The seed has been planted. Now is the time for incubation and appreciation.

Remember streaming (“Portals”): This is particularly relevant to the ‘muse exercise’ (500 seminar). Bring up the portals; bring in the portals; create them; allow them. Portals can be created by burning holes in the fabric-form of so-called reality. The holes create vacuums—formlessness is then drawn in.

Question: What about 3D movies? Why do most of these movies seems to be made for children (and some ‘frivolous’ adults, like me)? Because it takes a childlike mind to enter the ‘kingdom of heaven’. Children are the ones who are moving into the future. Most adults are staying in the past. 3D films are a metaphor for seeing and moving into depth consciousness. The choice for all is now to move into the depths or to stay flat. Flat is the past. Depth is Now. This emerging form of perception and appreciation is creating portals. Like Hemi-Synch®, which uses slightly different signals to left and right ears (hemispheres) and produces depth in the auditory center of the brain, 3D images generate the same effect in the brain’s visual center. 3D images and movies can be created to generate portals through the illusion into the formless.

One week has passed since our beautiful gathering and seminar outside of Asheville, North Carolina. During this week we had our dear number 11, in all its glory, pass through our earth portal with a transcendence wave of optimal power. Those who opened to the vibration felt this wave caress their heart and unlock inner awakenings. For me it was surrender in the moment of the wave and a sincerity for the expression it manifested. And so it is with the few I have spoken to who are affiliated with the Occupy Movements across the country. At last week’s event we were honored to be in the company of a few dynamic souls who are a part of the new generation explorers. Staying away from a political message here, it is evident from conversations we had that this new paradigm is about a consciousness, based on higher ideals of respect for each other and cooperation/collaboration for the greater good of the whole, or in divine terms – The One. For we are each a part of the One Source, an expression of the Higher Mind. From this Mind comes creation in its fullest depth and breath, transposed into a physical world that generates singularities of life. But like the cells in our body these singularities manifest energies that are important to keep the Creator active.

In the past our societies have deferred to the wisdom of the elders, for it was the experience of time that allowed these elders to amass knowledge. After speaking with some of these younger souls, who are truly invested in awakening from the veiled experience of life, I believe the wisdom is now coming from the next generation rather than the last. Now our challenge is to honor this new maturity with humility and grace.

It is evident, from the remarks made recently on the Republican debate scene, that we are dealing with candidates that are ill-equipped to lead this nation, more than ever before. As a matter of fact, the divide is so great between Barack Obama and his would be opponents, that you only have to move outside the ideology bubble to see that this President has the ability to think in the most pragmatic way, and these problems facing us can be solved with cooperation and fair-mindedness. It’s so simple. When a disaster befalls a community, the community rises above their differences to heal and rebuild. When a disaster befalls a nation you would expect the same. The Wall Street protesters are splintered in their views and stand at this moment without a strong message that can dictate change or direction. No matter how many come into the streets there must be a cohesive and reasonable dialogue that will bring all together for a single goal – to heal the polarizing nation and jump-start a new dynamic for cooperation and community.

This just proves the lack of maturity the human mind has at present. We are, in fact, babies in the realm of evolution and we can expect no better than we give right now. As we approach this end of cycle and herald the Mayan Calendar completion, we can see a future filled with dramatic change. Fortunately we have absolutely no control over what will happen next on this earth, because if we did there would be no earth left to inhabit. Our destiny is in the hands of a greater force, Conscious Evolution.

The clue to this transformation is the presence of a champion for rational and common ground discourse. Of course Barack Obama is so demonized right now that no one, except his most ardent supporters, would recognize it. Here is a man who truly believed in change and came into office with such confidence in his vision that all that was needed was cooperation. An advanced species, unlike ourselves, would see these possibilities and jump on the opportunity to bring them to fruition. We, as a whole, lack the vision needed to make this succeed. Let’s face it, we are selfish and greedy and could care less about the common good and only of the good of ourself. We see it every day in our biases, our racism, our self-proclaimed nationalism and our ability to kill any or all life at the drop of a hat.

And so the light workers who inhabit this planet are trying over and over again to instill the message of growth and transformation. Is there anyone listening? A few perhaps. I know there are some who subscribe to this blog that hear the message loud and clear. I can tell by their comments that this blog is not just shouting in the wind. This call for sanity and civility and understanding is making ground among the awakened souls. And there are more every day, as is evident in the responses we’ve had for our first group dialogue/seminar being held at a private home in North Carolina in early November. Thanks to a small group of resonators there is now a grand spark of conversation at the University of North Carolina Asheville and a professor at the university has donated funds to purchase “Letters” for members of the book club. This is a beginning.

Now I ask that we lend our support to our fellow activists and send waves of positive energy their way. This is inner activism and can have an amazing effect on the physical world. Meditate deeply and move your hearts to resonate loudly. Imagine this waveform moving among the crowd and lighting up their inner beings. There can be no doubt that this will be a win/win for all.